Love Me Deep

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Did all girls dream of their Prince Charming but when he came, it was alarming. You were looking to be rescued, but all you get is ridiculed and you think to yourself, “Lord, what can I do?”

How can I make him see that I’m his friend and not his enemy. That loving me is his destiny, but life just won’t let it be. Your love for him just won’t subside. It’s as deep as oceans are wide. Our love is pushed and shoved because of pride. 

You told him of all your fears; expressed life’s pain through blinding tears thinking he’d pull you near. There’s no understanding or compassion here. 

Looking for a dose of his love, you came close but no cigar for he is far from the one that’s meant to hold you, the one that you can run to, guess no one ever told you that all that glitters isn’t gold. So desperate for love you’d sell your soul, but there’s a lot you didn’t know. 

Because HE never told you how much that he adored you. That you were HIS princess, some day to be Queen. Didn’t know what that would mean, so it would seem and here you are on this beaten path, love just keeps kicking your ass. Do you know where to turn to or where you should go? Is there someone out there who can let you know.

Searching to find someone whose kind, peace of mind, so hard to find but I’m blind to my own self worth. HE would have been the first to reach me and teach me about love of self. HE didn’t know this was bad for my health or that HIS love would be my wealth.

So I’m left out here to blaze my own trail. At times I’m off the rail hoping that love will soon prevail. What will happen to me; it’s hard to tell. 

The journey is mine and mine alone. Looking for someone to call my own Prince Charming or at least someone real, white horse riding. My heart he’d steal, make me feel, my secrets he’d keep…promise to love me deep.

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C.K. McGhee is a woman of faith who believes in nurturing her spiritual relationship with God in order to be her best and to give her best. She hails from New York’s Mid-Hudson Valley, which is just north of New York City. Having been diagnosed with Major Depressive and Anxiety Disorder twenty years ago, she is concerned with bringing awareness to the Mental Health crisis in America; specifically focused on The African-American community. She believes that not only are her struggles with mental health a testimony for someone else who may be struggling but that it’s the very foundation for her advocacy platform; to inspire, motivate and inform others that there is life despite mental health challenges. Her signature phrase, “Here’s to brighter days”, maintains a steadfast hope that all of the voices that have been silenced by stigma, will be supported to speak their truth, knowing and understanding the value of their lives; walking in purpose towards their brighter days!

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